From Mark Terrell
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
In 2001, Cup of Cool Water finally got into its newly remodeled facility. We were all excited. There were lots of kids coming in. In fact, we were running around a 10 to 1 ratio, 10 kids for 1 staff. It was exhausting and energizing all at the same time. Then it just suddenly stopped. There was nobody coming in. I think we went about a month with only 1 or 2 kids coming in everyday that we were open. They wouldn’t stay to long. The place was empty.
That started bothering me. Well, it went beyond bothering me. Frankly, I got really discouraged, even went into a little depression. Yep, I was taking it personally. It came to the point where I even got upset with God. I was at my boiling point; wondering why Cup of Cool Water even existed. We should just close the doors. I started fighting with God. That’s right, I was upset. Then it happened; God interviened.
Before every drop-in and outreach time, we spend some time praying. Well, with being in the funk that I was in, I really didn’t feel like praying. Heck, I didn’t even want to be there. As everybody else prayed I tried not to listen. Then it was silent for a while. It was like they were waiting for me to say the last prayer. I relented and prayed, “God, I really need your peace. Amen.” I didn’t think it was much of a prayer and it was totally done out of spite. I thought, “Let’s get this thing over with.” That’s right, I prayed with a bad attitude. Minutes after I ended the prayer time we opened the doors.
As soon as the doors were open, day drop-in time began. Martha came in. Martha is 16-year-old girl involved in prostitution. She has been coming to Cup of Cool Water for about 2 years. At the present time, Martha was the only person there besides the staff. Martha walked in with a joyful bounce in her step, plopped down in a chair at a table, and sighed with a deep and cheery breath just as I sat down at the table in a chair across from her.
“I love coming here.” Her cheerfulness was a little annoying to me and I wanted it to end so I responded in the most gravely and frustrated voice I could muster up, “Why?”
Martha looked right at me, right into my eyes, and answered with a cheerful and serious tone, “Because, it is the only time of my day that I have peace.”
I didn’t say a word, I only gasped. Then it happened. God broke through my hard heart and I could hear His still small voice hit me over the head with a 2×4 saying,“This place is about ME and what I want to do here. Let it go and give it to Me.” Right after the voice ended, I remembered the verse, “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” (John 14:27)
It was at that moment I was reminded again that God is about healing our hearts and He will speak though whomever He wants to bring the healing. Even a 16 year old young woman heavily involved in youth street culture and prostitution. A young woman who society says is trash.